Under Control

I never thought I'd die aloneI laughed the loudest who'd have known?I trace the cord back to the wallno wonder it was never plugged in at allI took my time, I hurried upthe choice was mine I didn't think enough I'm too depressed to go on but you'll be sorry when I'm gone I never conquered, rarely camebut 16 just held such better daysdays when I still felt alivewe couldn't wait to get outsidethe world was wide, too late to trythe tour was over, we'd survivedI couldn't wait till I got hometo pass the time in my room aloneI never thought I'd die aloneanother six months I'll be unknowngive all my things to all my friendsyou'll never step foot in my room againyou'll close it off, you'll board it upremember the time that I spilled the cupof apple juice in the halland please tell mom this is not her faultI never conquered, rarely camebut 16 just held such better daysdays when I still felt alivewe couldn't wait to get outsidethe world was wide, too late to trythe tour was over, we'd survived I couldn't wait till I got hometo pass the time in my room aloneI never conquered, rarely camebut tomorrow holds such better daysdays when I can still feel aliveand I can't wait to get outsidethe world is wide, the time goes bythe tour is over, I've survivedI can't wait till I get hometo pass the time in my room alone